thank you..

So this evening was kind of rough. I'll just put it plainly, I broke down. I really do love it here, and it isn't that I miss home, it's just everything is new to me. I'm constantly learning new things everyday and my brain is going non-stop. And the idea of adding anything new and drastic on top of my already overloaded brain is what led to my break down. I enjoy being comfortable, I like routine, I love having a plan. But plans don't always work, some routines need to be altered, and you can't gain anything from life if you're not willing to challenge yourself. My dad reminded me that I started the game late, that yes, I'm behind everyone, but I'll have more to show in the end when I prove that I am just as capable as everyone else. So yes, I broke down, but my parents were there every step of the way. Thank you. :)

email from my mum after the breakdown:

Don't have regrets...
Never say "I wish I had..."
Remember that you ARE braver, stronger, and smarter than you think!

In the words of Amelia Earhart

"The most difficult thing is the decision to act, the rest is merely tenacity.  The fears are paper tigers.  You can do anything you decide to do.  You can act to change and control your life; and the procedure; the process is its own reward."

Love, Mom oxo

Sunrise